May Premonitions: Tested & Ready

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[00:03:36] Bryson Gary DeAndre. Purple Pants Premonitions. Spiritual care and the terror beats on the way. And welcome back to your Purple Pants Premonitions for the month of May 2026. We are here.

[00:04:04] We've survived another month and it is time for your spiritual forecast from your favorite baby boys. I'm joined by my co-host of the Premonitions, Mr. Gary DeAndre. Welcome back to the podcast. We'll see you with you this month. This month is doing the most already. It's only the fourth day out here. Girl, what are we doing? What are we doing, May? That's what I want to know. That's what I want to know, honestly.

[00:04:31] Because whatever's happening right now, sister, no me gusta nada. Okay? I don't like it at all. And I need somebody to turn the wigs around. Is it just me? Is it just me? Because they can't just be me. It is not just you. I, you know, we entered into May. I feel like we've been excited for May to get here and May is here. And it's a lot going on me.

[00:04:57] Personally, I feel like, you know, we've been preparing for the test. You know, back in our day, we were sitting there with the SATs to get into college. And it's like, you know, I feel like we've been going to our study courses on Saturdays. We've been taking those electives to get us ready for, you know, this test coming up in life.

[00:05:20] And I feel like just all of a sudden, you know, I just was sleeping one day and I woke up and the test was in my bed and saying, yeah, answer me now. And so I feel like, like you, and I'm sure if it's you and me, I'm sure some of the people that are listening or watching, they feel the same way. So I definitely feel like I am, I don't want to say under attack.

[00:05:43] But I feel like I am being tested and I, it almost got the best of me. It almost got the best of me, but I had to pull through and I am, you know, walking this course. And the road is, yes, I'm walking it. And this road is long and I don't feel like the test is over.

[00:06:08] I feel like I'm in the middle of the test, but I think something that was positive for me was this last Saturday. I was like, you know, in the heat of it all, I was feeling like I was having them both down. I feel like I can't do this. I F this. And one of my friends called me and they was like, well, is there anything I could do to help? And normal me, I'm like, I got it. It's okay. And I just suffer in silence.

[00:06:34] But I actually was like, you know what, actually, there is something you can do to help. And gave friends said task. And two hours later, friends said, this is what I got. Boom, boom, boom, boom, boom, boom. And I was like, oh my God. Like, I'm not on this road alone. Like, you know, I think we tell ourselves that we're alone and we have no one. And the reality is, is that like your community is there. You have to tap into it.

[00:06:59] And so while I am in the midst of this test, um, on Saturday, I didn't think I was going to be victorious. But today I stand, I've waken up and I will be victorious. And, you know, no one said the road ahead would be easy. And heavy is the one that wears the crown. And so, you know, I'm pressing through. And so while, like you, it's like, how did I get thrown in this dryer?

[00:07:26] I'm just, but I got out the dryer. I'm a little dizzy. Okay. Tumble low. We're marching forward. We're moving forward. And so that's how my may is giving. And so, you know, I'm ready. I've been studying. I've been doing work. I've been setting the boundaries. I've been cutting the men off. I've been working on myself. I've been being positive.

[00:07:54] And, you know, God said, oh, really? Let me throw this in the mix and see how you doing. And we making it through. So that's me. That's how I'm doing this. I mean, you doing well? I was going to say, that's good. Because I feel like the thing about it is like, we've talked about this before. We're in like a couple of episodes prior about like being able to like receive support. You know what I'm saying? Like from your people and also being able to ask for help.

[00:08:22] Because a lot of the times we think in our heads like, oh, like if I give this to this person, they're not going to be able to handle it. You know what I'm saying? And we don't give them an opportunity to prove themselves. Because I also do feel like there are some people that want to show up. But like their intentions behind showing up are not necessarily the most positive. Or like trying to like look out for you. It's like, no, I'm just trying to be up in your ears. So that way I can talk about it elsewhere. That's sometimes, not all the time. You know what I'm saying?

[00:08:49] So it's like being mindful of who's actually showing up, putting forth the effort. And wanting to see you win. You know what I mean? Because like you want to see you win. And the people in your life should want to see you win as well. You know what I'm saying? Regardless of whatever like vantage point that they're coming from. So I'm glad that you have been able to like do that. I'm still a work in progress here.

[00:09:10] I'm doing very, like I'm trying my very best out here to like think about how to ask others to support. Or just knowing that there is help available. And I'm not saying that it's not available. I think that in my mind, I have been thinking about like, can you handle it? Okay. You know what I'm saying? And it's like, I think I haven't worked through myself. Like everybody got this stuff. I get that.

[00:09:39] But it's like some of the stuff that like, I feel like I'm like shouldering right now. I'm trying to figure out the best way to maneuver through it with the resources that I have. Because the resources that, you know what I'm saying? Externally may not be able to shoulder or don't have. You know what I'm saying? The capacity to like take that on. Either through their own saying or just me assessing the situation that I'm in. So it's like, I'm still navigating that.

[00:10:09] And it's good to hear somebody is being able to put that into somebody else's hands. Because I'm still trying to figure out where I can like lay the load. And as I'm like talking, I'm like, maybe that's part of the reason why I've been so heightened. I guess you could say specifically like over the last couple days, like we were actually supposed to record this yesterday. And I woke up feeling terrible. Like it was a lot going on.

[00:10:33] I was not in my right mood, which tracks for me because like I have this mood track. I think I told you that I've like had for like over a year at this point. And like the top of the month and like the middle of the month are always like my, you know what I'm saying? It could go like either way. But I think it was like just the overwhelm of... And I also want to make sure that I say this. Everything that is happening in my life is a blessing right now. And I'm very grateful for all of the opportunities and all the things that are like going on.

[00:11:02] But like I'm only one woman. You know what I'm saying? And it's like I can only do by so much and like reminding myself that I can only do by so much. But also trying to figure out how to do what I got to do in the midst of it all being a lot. But yeah, it was like the... I wasn't feeling good. I've been waking up feeling very like nauseous and you know, all that stuff like the last like couple days. I've also been sleeping a lot over the last like couple days. And everybody's like, well, you don't sleep as is.

[00:11:32] So I'm like fair. But like, you know, a good like go to bed at midnight, one o'clock the night before and then not wake it up until like good afternoon the next day. I'm like, okay, we got to figure something out. You know what I'm saying? Because you can't do that for the rest of the month. But I honestly just feel like this is a time like May was because I remember last month it was like we're almost there. So we were almost there then. That means that we're here now. So how do I show up in that now? You know what I'm saying?

[00:11:58] And like understand that it is to the best of my ability, regardless of how other people feel about it. And like remembering that like my best is going to look different every day. You know what I'm saying? And so I think it's like a mixture of that and then a mixture of like also just like I have been having a lot of, I guess, like ruminating around like boundaries and stuff like that.

[00:12:24] Or just like what I am willing to deal with. You know what I'm saying? Instead of feeling obligated to deal with everything. You know what I mean? Yeah. No, I get that. And again, same book, different chapters or different books, same chapters. And I feel that, right?

[00:12:50] Because it's like I've been talking all year about boundaries and setting boundaries. And now I'm at a point where like my boundaries are set. But now it's like responsibilities and tasks. I now have to interact. And it, it, the boundaries that I set. And so it's like, you know, I'm looking at myself that I set myself up. But no, I didn't. Right. And so it's, it's just moving in those spaces.

[00:13:18] But again, for me, it just feels like a test. Right. Like I, like I just, and I don't, I don't know how else to explain it. It, I feel like I'm being tested right now. And normally in my past self, um, I can look back on situations and being like, oh wow, I was being tested. Right. But it's just like in my adult life, I don't, can't remember when I'm like being in the battlefield

[00:13:47] and knowing that I'm in the battlefield. Right. And so, but again, we talk about preparation and like, yes, I'm in the battlefield, but guess what? Like I'm in the battlefield with my armor on. Right. Like I'm in the battlefield sitting on top of the tank. Look at like, and so I'm prepared. And it's like, I need to remind myself that like, bitch, you didn't just get here. Yeah. You been here. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. And I've been here.

[00:14:16] So obviously that means that I'm supposed to be here. Cause the thing about it is like, if I wasn't supposed to be here, baby, I would not be here at this time. What they say, God can't put more on you than you can bear. Okay. Come on. So I'm like, I'm like, all right now. Dead to the bed, baby. Okay. That's what I'm giving right now. But listen, after three days, he rose. Okay. So I'm going to ride later on. Okay. I just need three days. Give me three days, please.

[00:14:46] And then I'm going to come back and I may take three days every three days. Okay. Like if I got to do that, I got to do that. Okay. That's just where I'm checking in from. You know, I was, uh, you know, I stays on the tick tocks like you cause shout out. I don't really get to bed. So like 3am and I had came across this tick tock where it was just like, you're doing enough. Like they're like the task that you completed today. Although you feel like you didn't get enough done. You did. And guess what?

[00:15:16] Celebrate that. Take it down. And tomorrow we start over and complete some more tasks. And so it is sometimes it feels very daunting. Cause I'm like, when is it going to end? When am I going to get a break? When am I going to just have this second to myself? And every time I feel as though I get a second, it's there's a million of other things to do. I've got this. I got that.

[00:15:39] And it's just like, I'm running around like a chicken with my head cut off, but the seconds and times that I do get, uh, you know, I got to take it in. And so, yeah, this may is starting off very, you know, again, I don't want to say Rocky. I just feel like, you know, when you're on a rollercoaster and you first get on, it's like

[00:16:09] that was January, February, March, April. And baby, when may hit, it said, I got my hands on the handlebar. Okay. No, that's actually really tea right now. I'm double, double sat. Okay. We got one in the air cause hallelujah, glory. And the other one like diva, diva what's going on? I didn't want to do this, but you know what? Here we are. Cause I hate a rollercoaster girl.

[00:16:39] Listen, my, my heart being my coochie, like it just be too much. Okay. Like I can't do it, but I feel you on that. I feel like for me, it's like, oh my God, like now I'm on this. All right. Like, let me just try to get through this and this will be over before it's all said and done. And like may is a very interesting month. I feel like, because we're at this point right now where it's like, okay, we've gotten through winter.

[00:17:08] You know what I'm saying? Spring was starting to spring a little bit. Cause she wasn't really springing on this coast. You know what I'm saying? She was like, Ooh, it's warm. Ooh. My nipples is cold. So she, you know, she'd been a little all over the place and it's just like, you know what they say, April showers, bring me flowers. Well, baby, I would like some flowers, please. I would like some abundance, please. I would like some warmth, please. And just even in the sense of like familial warmth, you know what I'm saying? Like friend warmth.

[00:17:37] Like I feel warm in my soul and just like trying to find places that like that feels good. Cause I feel like this month is a month that has, we just had a full moon on Friday in the sign of Scorpio, which is probably why this first weekend has been feeling the way that it has been. Cause everybody knows Scorpio goes deep and Scorpio got a lot of feelings and a lot of emotions. But I feel like the discomfort that was kind of like happening from that is to help us to

[00:18:05] figure out what to focus on releasing during this time and what to focus on, like recognizing like, this is not a line for me the way that it used to. So now that it does not do that, what do I do in order to fix that? Because I think from my perspective, like I'm, um, I celebrated my like half birthday last Monday. So it's like the first six months of 36, you know what I'm saying?

[00:18:32] And I was just having like this opportunity to review a lot of like the accomplishments, you know what I'm saying? That I have had over the last like six months, things that I, you know, had never done before in, you know, my personal life. And also just like in the, you know, the context of the work that I do. And it was like, girl, you've had a very productive last six months and like cleared it. But like, what did you make for you? You know what I'm saying? And what did you sacrifice yourself? You know what I'm saying?

[00:19:02] How did you sacrifice aspects of yourself to do this? And like, is that what you want to continue to do? Just because you've done it the whole time up until this point, or like you've operated like this in the past, you are not that person anymore. And like your body is also telling you, your mind is also telling you, your spirit is also telling you like, that's not working. You know what I'm saying? It's not working for you right now. You know what I'm saying?

[00:19:28] For you to be able to do what you need to do to the best of your ability. Some of that shit ain't gonna fly no more. You know what I'm saying? Some of that's just not where you are right now. And instead of feeling guilty about it or beating yourself up about it, move accordingly. And the thing about it is like your movements, you know, other people may not acknowledge them. Other people may not respect them, but that doesn't stop you from doing what you need to do for yourself.

[00:19:58] You know what I mean? And like standing on, standing yoga around, standing on business as the kids say, and like recognizing where I call it like energy leaks have been happening. And I feel like that is where May is starting for me. Like what has been sucking my energy or who has been draining my energy or how do I renegotiate the relationship that I have with, you know, certain people, certain things that I have, you know what I'm saying?

[00:20:23] And even some of the anxiety that like shows up in my body regarding, you know what I'm saying? The stuff that I got to do, it's like, it will get done. It always gets done. You've always got it done. So don't act shocked. Okay. Don't act like you don't know what you're doing. It's just from this point, you feel the confidence more in yourself to say how you actually feel and then remove the emotional feelings regarding how other people feel about it. Rocco said, you just do you. I'm gonna do me.

[00:20:53] And I'm gonna do me to the best of my ability. Okay. Listen. When you said energy leaks, that kind of like hit home for me because it's like, I feel like I might be the energy leak myself. I find myself sometimes if I'm going through a situation and a friend calls and, you know, we always want that friend that we can vent to. And I find, you know, I'm like, oh, let me release this. Let me vent this to my friend.

[00:21:19] And then I find as we talking, me venting, I end up getting even more mad and overwhelmed at the situation. And so I feel like I've been learning to sometimes shut the fuck up. Just, just shut the fuck up. Yeah. Because like our words have power. And sometimes like we are, yeah, we're feeling all of these emotions. It's bottled up inside of us. And, you know, sometimes releasing it is good, but sometimes I think I need to change the

[00:21:49] way that I'm releasing it. And I feel like for a long time for me, it would be like, okay, let me just, let me tell my girlfriend what's going on. And then it like, then I find myself like, oh. And so it's like, I've been trying to keep how I feel to myself. Um, but release it in other ways, like releasing it running, releasing it quietly meditating,

[00:22:15] releasing it, reading a book and also like turning it around, right? Where it's like, okay, yeah, this is the situation, but sure. We can ruminate on it and all this perfect day. And this perfect day. And oh, I can't believe I should. Oh, but yeah, I could do that. Or I could be like, that is what it is. However, what's the next step? Like what, what, what, what we doing with it, right? Like, yeah, I'm not, I'm not leaving. So like what I got to do, right? I need my job.

[00:22:45] So what I got to do? Yeah. Yeah. I like my house. I got to pay this bill. So what I got to do? And so it's like moving from a space of that and not just like just being, and again, I don't want to say negative because I don't think that is negative, but sometimes it's like, you want to release some things, but I think, you know, that energy leak, sometimes it's the call is coming from inside the house. And so it's like, instead of even putting that out there, it's like, I'm not going to put it out there because it's like, we, we have the statistics.

[00:23:14] We have the facts. When I do get mad, I get an attitude. It makes me feel like, and so like everything don't need to be shared with everybody. Even if they're your close friends, sometimes it's like, you know what? I don't have to share all of my struggles or all of my things with other people. I could, and that still does not stop me from still asking for help when I need help. And that's just, again, the space that I'm personally in and navigating.

[00:23:44] And so I'm sure someone else that is listening is maybe even experiencing something like this. And again, that's why we have the premonitions for us to talk, for us to have this space. It's like, is it just me? It's not just you. And like, I feel like I agree with you there regarding like, you don't have to take everything to everybody. Like you got to keep some stuff like to yourself for sure. Cause the thing about it is just like, I was just having this conversation with a client

[00:24:11] yesterday around just like, you know, we take certain things to certain people for like X amount of time. And these are the people that are building a case against you. You know what I'm saying? Regarding all the things that you've been sharing with them to create their mentality around like who you are. And it's just like, like we said a couple months ago, like the bunkers have been hit. You know what I'm saying? Like everything that you have going on doesn't need to be taken to everybody. But I do also feel like everything has a place. You know what I'm saying? And every emotion like has a place.

[00:24:39] And I also feel like, you know, we're both war designed. So it's like when the emotions come up, we want to do something about it, but we also stew and try to like make sense of said feelings. And why is this happening? You know what I'm saying? What do I do in order to like allow myself to like get through it? You know, we also sometimes got to take our step back in order to make things like work for us the way that like we need, you know what I'm saying? So I feel like this is like a prime opportunity for us to just like learn what grounds us.

[00:25:09] And I also have been having to like, my thing is like, excuse me, I just need to stay off like my phone. My phone is blowing up a lot. I know you get this phone going off all the time. All the time. You know what I'm saying? And like blessings. Everybody's like, oh my God, that means you got a blessing in a bun. I'm like, yes. But also like I'm one lady. Okay. And I only got, and listen, the way that my days go at this point, like with the nerve

[00:25:38] spiciness of it all, it's like, and the ADHD of it all. Listen, I turn around. I'm like, damn, it's Wednesday. I thought it was still Sunday. Okay. And I still got this to do. And then managing the mood and everything. It's just, it's a lot of different variables that are happening like all at once. So it's like, what do I need to do in order to get through every day? I don't know how anybody thinks passed. It's been like a week at this point. Cause I'm just like the way that things are always changing, the way your mood be changing, the way, listen, the government, the finances and everything.

[00:26:07] Diva, what, what are we doing right now? What are we doing right now? But I'm hopeful because I feel like, because May has these two full moons, we've got this full moon in Scorpio that just passed, full moon in Sagittarius at the end of the month. Um, and the full moon in Sagittarius at the end of the month, um, is really going to be helpful for just like, you know, starting off on that adventure, starting off on that next chapter. You've got the new moon on the 16th in Taurus.

[00:26:35] Um, and Taurus is all about, you know, the final things in life, the luxuries, you know, taking it easy. Like Taurus loves a good nap. Taurus loves a good snap. Okay. Taurus loves a good, you know what I'm saying? Luxuriousness, luxuriate moment. And I feel like that is what I'm trying to like create in my life right now, because I feel like the last six months have been like, go, go, go, go, go. Even though I've been at home for the last like six months, I, my brain is always moving. My fingers are always moving. My lips may always be moving, you know what I'm saying?

[00:27:04] At some point, like every day. And I'm just like, yo, like blessings, but also bitch, you need to rest for yourself. Like you need to take some time for you. And I'm trying to figure out what that looks like as we go throughout this time, especially in the midst of busy moments. You know what I'm saying? Cause like this right before summer started hitting and I can already tell this summer is about to be a show. I don't know what type of show. I don't know if it's going to be a competitive reality TV show. I don't know if it's going to be an episode of housewives. Okay.

[00:27:33] I don't know if it's going to be an episode of the pit. I don't even watch that show. I don't know what it's about, but I threw it in there. Who knows? But I know it's about to be some sort of, you know, thriller of some kind. Just wonder what it's going to be. It's going to be, you know, the thriller, the killer in Manila, the thriller. Is it going to be like a thriller? Like, who knows? Are we getting on a roller coaster? Like, Diva, just show me the way. I'm just hopeful for blessings and like, you know, positive tidings.

[00:28:00] And also, I'm looking forward to like the back half of like my healing journey right now. You know what I'm saying? And like, I guess like reestablishing my place in society because I've been so out of it for the last like six months. Like, barely left bedside. You know what I'm saying? So I'm like, how do I get myself back out there? And like, what are the spaces I feel comfortable being in in this iteration of me? And who are the people I feel safe around?

[00:28:28] And just kind of like having those moments to like confront those things and figure out how I show up too. Because I can do all of what I do at home because nobody, you know what I'm saying, can stop me from doing what I do at home. But in the series, it's a different situation. You know what I mean? So it's like trying to prepare myself and get myself ready for what's on the horizon. But I'm looking forward to seeing what comes up in the month of May. I'm going to use my deck to see what the card of the month is going to be because I don't

[00:28:57] I think I used my deck not last month, but it was maybe like the month before. So I figure we'll go back to May 6 and see what the team is. But I feel like because we are already talking about this like double full moon energy, I saw something that treating this like 31 days of May kind of like a portal to like your next life. You know what I'm saying? A portal to like your new timeline, a portal to your new, you know, your new lifestyle.

[00:29:24] And there was something I read regarding like, you know, what are like three desires that you want to like, you know, frame, you know what I'm saying? Like going into this month to kind of just be mindful of what it is that you are like calling in, what you're being like, you know, responsible for other type of stuff. So I had written mine as a, I desire to trust my discernment immediately and act accordingly. I desire relationships and environments that can hold my truth without distortion.

[00:29:54] And I desire to fully receive what is already aligned for me because this message of like giving and receiving and like, we all know we give a lot. We give quite a lot. Like, look at this. Okay. We give a lot. So it's like, how do we know that we are also able to be in the spirit of receiving right

[00:30:18] now, you know, and just like making space to obtain from others in some way, shape or form, you know, and knowing that we can provide space for that to happen. Looking forward to seeing what comes up in the month of May. How are you feeling before we go deeper into this month? Excited, nervous, overwhelmed. I know you got a lot of travel, but this is your last travel month for a little bit. So praise God. Yes.

[00:30:45] I mean, I'm a little overwhelmed, but excited and, you know, anxious to get it done and get it done, like get it done, but like anxious to like see it through. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. I completely understand. It's like on the other side of it, there's going to be something happening. So let's just power through. That's what I feel like May is very much giving, like just push through and everything will come back to you. You know what I'm saying? Girl.

[00:31:15] Can I right now? I'm right now. Can we just get one card? Thank you for the blessings. Let us see what's going to come out for the month of May. Cause I know that y'all feeling chatty, but also trying to chat too much. And I just need one card, please. Let's keep it simple. Okay. Let's keep it simple. Please. That would be lovely. Cause that's all. No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no. And I feel like it's like these, uh, I'm seeing like these messages regarding like, you know, it's a month of healing. It's a month of communication. You know what I'm saying?

[00:31:43] I understand that like communication is different for everyone. Um, and it like looks different. I also feel like this is like a month of, you know what I'm saying? Like being tapped into your divine feminine energy, being tapped into your creativity, being tapped into your feelings right now. Um, and allowing yourself to really just like recognize, you know, the body does understand the body does feel, you know what I'm saying? Like connected to things. So I want you to just pay attention to what's happening there.

[00:32:13] Not the reminder girl. It's 11, 11 diva. Amen to that. And of course we pull the card at the same time. We have the hanged one coming up in reverse today. Y'all, this is going to be the traditional hanged man. Um, the hanged one is here because this is the opportunity for you to be able to look at things from like a different perspective. This is the opportunity for you to, you know what I'm saying? Like think about the sacrifice.

[00:32:42] Think about the delays that have like happened. And listen, it's given turn the wigs around. Okay. Like you got to turn the wigs around as far as like how you're feeling, how you're thinking. Like if you got a frown, turn that upside down. Okay. If you have something that is going on in your life and it's causing you stress, strife, overwhelm, this is showing up for a reason. You feel what I'm saying? So what do you do in order to recognize it and do something about it?

[00:33:12] Do you continue living in it? You feel what I'm saying? But like the only way that you can figure out if something is working or something is not is like when it arises, you need to stop. You need to take a second to process it because the more that you allow it to be, you know, I'm like, and you ignore it or just let it continue to be a part of your reality. Like the more it becomes a detriment to you on the backend.

[00:33:41] So it's like, call it out when you see it, speak about it when you see it, because if you don't, then you are creating misery for yourself. Right. You are creating frustration. If the same thing keep happening and it's like, okay, well, I know this is how I respond and I keep getting the same results. Yeah. Maybe I got to flip it and reverse it.

[00:34:09] Maybe I got to, you got to change it up. And so sometimes we're scared of that. Right. But it's like, but we already know what happens if we don't do anything or we already know what it's like, how it is on the trajectory that it's on now. So it's like, you know, you don't have anything to lose. Yes, I agree. I think sometimes it's like we allow ourselves to be in that realm of, I know this is not good

[00:34:37] for me, but because it's what I know, I feel comfortable with that comparatively to like the unknown. And a lot of us have a very huge fear of the unknown. You know what I'm saying? Because the unknown is something, it's a variable that we can't control. And this comes back to what you can control versus what you can't. You know what I'm saying? And like understanding that like not being able to control things is okay.

[00:35:04] Think about it as like letting the universe show up for you in the way that you need for it to. And you can, you know, request it, advocate for it. You know what I'm saying? But like it requires you saying something about it and doing something about it, not just being complicit. You know what I'm saying? And all the things that come along with this, like part of the journey and everything. So that's what I would say as far as like the month is concerned.

[00:35:32] I feel like this is like an opportunity for you to just like look at things from like a different perspective, have the conversations that you need to with people in order to just like figure out what brings you back to balance. You know what I'm saying? Because before this is the justice card and the justice card is really all about like, you know what I'm saying? Like making sure everything has its place and understanding balance does not look the same every day. You know what I mean? Balance is going to be something that's going to be different.

[00:35:58] And like sometimes scales got to be like this for a little bit until they come back to level. But it's like when you notice that they're like this, then you want to do something to get them back together. So it's like, what are you noticing in this time that is helping you to gain that perspective and gain that direction? How does that feel for you? It checks the box office. It's exactly where I'm at.

[00:36:24] And then again, I also feel like when you said those levels, right, where it's like you need to bring it back down to the level. For me, it also is growth. It's, you know, when it's the levels are super, super high and you got to take the reins and like you're getting it. You want to get back to where you are. But in the midst of that process, you're learning new strengths. You're honing in on your power.

[00:36:51] And I think that, again, just me being on a positive tip and like me going through this storm, I took a day. I had a little, I had to process and I'm trying to like get myself back to that level. But in that process, I am growing. I am learning. I am taking control. And which is something that like, bitch, probably needed to happen.

[00:37:16] And sometimes the universe, the spirit will kick you when you need to be kicked. And you'd be like, oh, what's happening? Yeah, yeah. Because you were playing, right? You were stalling. And again, I think May, like I said, it's that rollercoaster. We are getting kicked right now. And at first we're like, what's happening? But it's for the good. It's for, we needed that kick. We wasn't going to jump. We was standing at the edge like, huh? Huh?

[00:37:47] We're not playing double dutch. Yeah. That is it. You got to jump and be patient. Be patient. That's another thing during this time. It says the hanged one keyword, sacrifice, delay, and patience. This is coming up in reverse. Because you have been putting yourself in a situation that's been weighing you down. If you're putting off addressing a situation because you're trying to avoid confrontation,

[00:38:12] this is your sign to lean into this opportunity a bit more and get yourself out of this rut you are finding yourself in. You know what it is that you need from this particular situation. And it's time that you stop quieting your voice in order to be liked or heard on a frequency that isn't authentic to you. Sacrifice is key here. And this can lead you to a space of enlightenment. Stop forsaking your time and energy to please other people.

[00:38:40] And if you put this off now, it may come back to haunt you. Have you been questioning who you are lately? You may need to surrender to the situation. What would it feel like to just let the course of nature happen and know that whatever the outcome is will be for the best. Everything that is happening is bigger than this moment you're finding yourself in.

[00:39:03] Taking the path of least resistance could be the answer to your question and making sure that you're remaining open to the process feels like the best piece of advice for you to take. As long as you allow yourself to remain comfortable and vigilant, all will be okay. So it's like sometimes you got to let the... It's like, you know, a purge. You know what I'm saying? You got to let go of some things.

[00:39:32] In order to make room for other things. You know what I mean? And like naturally, you know what's coming up in your sphere to be like, okay, like I need to stop that. But like what is the process to stopping it? It's not just like, oh, I'm going to do it. Faith without works is dead. You know what I'm saying? So like what is the work that comes to play in order for you to like make that happen? Whether it's the conversation, whether it's, you know what I'm saying, doing something tangibly. Like figure that out during this time and know that like rejection is protection.

[00:40:01] Delays, you know what I'm saying? Are for your own safety to prepare you for where you're getting ready to go. You feel what I'm saying? And like this is like the right time for you to notice all of these detours. Notice all of these redirections. Notice all of these revelations that are coming up with people with certain environments that you're in. Is to help you at this moment to know what you need to be focused on moving forward.

[00:40:27] And also maybe releasing some of the pressure that you have in regards to some of these situations that are causing you stress. You know what I'm saying? And it's just like, what can you do to your benefit? So that way you can see yourself best win this month. Period. Okay. Period. Listen. So yeah. We receive it. Every month is different. Every premonition is different. Every storm is different.

[00:40:56] And no matter the season, no matter the storm, no matter the situation, we're here to just deliver our truth in transparent form. And so we are always so grateful for the opportunity to be able to share with you as you share with us. And so again, May is here. And we're going to see you through. We always thank you for watching. We always thank you for listening.

[00:41:25] We always thank you for the messages that you send. We really appreciate it. And we love you. And we're going to get through this month. And we will see you next month for your June premonition. And this has been your Purple Pants premonitions. Bye. Bye. Bye.

[00:41:55] We out. Mary, right back? It's a purple pants. It's a purple pants. Thanks.